busy nites and headaches....

Hey yo,it's been such a long time since i've written a single post.but i've got a valid reason 4 it(really!!!)

Tis wk has been a veri busy wk..there's been lots of work to do for my design report coz it's a last min work..becoz of tat,i didn't sleep much tis wk...well,come to think of it,i've brought all these unnecessary troubles on myself..if onli i've asked mr ting more about the report and how to do it,i guess i won't have to madly "chiong" for it...hehe,i've learnt my lesson n it's a bitter medicine to swallow(help am choking!!LOL)..2 lessons learnt during tis wk.1st:if in doubt,ask. 2nd and lastly:dun do things in the last min or else "someone's gonna hurt real bad"(quoted frm russell peters!!!).it's sounds stupid but am gonna rmember tis forever.after writing tis blog, am going to start doing writing e report.

recently,i've got more headaches than usual and hurting like crap(but i dun worry feel like one!!) when it comes.i really hope that dere's nothing wrong wif me or anything serious.

even though i've got more headaches and more work to do tis wk, i dun feel worn out.Feeling tired frm doin report?yes.But worn out wif fatigue frm doin report?No.i guess tat's becoz i am starting to understand wat's true joy.it all started when i was readin one of my frens blog on friendster.am in a lousy mood for a long time coz things doesn't went well.many problems are wearing me down.so i dun feel joy all e time.happiness comes in good situation like success n etc.So we can feel gd when gd times come but feel lousy when bad time comes.But joy is a state or source of delight as defined frm dictionary.of course,we can feel joy when gd time comes.but it's onli temporary since gd times lasts fleetingly.but if we want long-time or even eternal joy,we have to ask 2 logical questions:how be eternally joyful and where is its source.(ehh y am i writing out my thought process ar?? *_*)

i think tat e ans for e 1st Q is that joyfulness is a choice.we can certainly choose 2 b joyful in watever situation.but seriously all human beings like u n me can be easily swayed by situation n circumstances,so it's nt easy to make a choice.if u were to make a choice,wat's ur justification to base ur choice on?well,am goin to link tis Q to e previous 2nd Q.i think e ans for these 2 Q's is something tat we should personally find out since dere's goin to be many different ans to it.But for me,i would base it on jesus coz he said tat he would b wif me in gd time n bad times.tat's enuf 4 me to make a decision :-)....gtg nw adios!!!!