Sneak Preview

Today is a sneak preview about this semester.i noe tat tis semester will b tough but i never noe how tough until today.my lecturer teaching plant design project told us about the scale and the things tat we r supposed to do for this module.In a engineering design project,esp if designing a real chemical plant,there r many things to do and factors to considered.Such as cost,safety,energy requirement,process condition,etc.it is complex and the list can go on and on and on.it seems like this sem will be the busiest sem i've ever had.Mr Ting,e plant design lecturer ask us to pass him e gantt chart on thursday!!.Whuah!tat's real fast.But fortunately,my group finished doing tat.

On the brighter side,i've been strengthened in faith last saturday.tat's because the LORD has been prompting me to focus more on him,give myself to him,dun to so stubborn n self-centred everyday last week.whenever i read the old testiment about israel and judah's fate,i've always been strongly prompted about it.but i dun understand wat i've been prompted about until on saturday.i've realised wat am been prompted bout n responded.i wan to b salt n light,take up his purpose n calling for me to serve his church n spread e good news.i wan to do all this while am still in SP n at my last semester.i wish i could hav responded earlier so tat i can b all i am for God n b blessed by him.but e most important thing is tat i've responded so tat his plan for me will be fulfiled in his time.wat time is it i dun noe but it'll b good.

tat's y am goin to b up for tis sem's challenge come wat may!!!GTG nw,cheerios!!!

Cold and Rainy Sunday and Saturday

The dreary clouds send its rain.

I feel cold

But flowers bloom forth in joy!

-Kelvin :-)

hehe..tis is the haiku i've made just for today.It's very simple yet it can convey its theme so effectively.But anyway,i've bumped into danny on the MRT yesterday.Although the time on MRT is short,we catch up with one another on each others life.He also told me tat yanping will be inviting our class ppl for her bday party on 30th sept.i look forward to meeting wif everyone in teh party!On saturday,me n my CG n SP ppl went to changi expo for our church anniversary service.It was a spectacular event wif all the dance items.But it's also a wonderful time to b in God's presence n during tat time,he has spurred me on many things,which i'll say later.After tat,we went to marina south for steamboat.i felt veri full after the steamboat.

Today,i also went with my maternal grandpa,aunt n uncle for dimsum lunch at toa payoh.I felt doubly full frm today n yesterday.jus nw,i've finally deleted WOW frm my com coz i realised tat i eats up a great amount of time tat can be used productively.these time could be used to do my logbooks n quiet time wif God.it's a logical decision after getting a 2.89 points for my GPA on thursday.it's a hard blow but i'll hav to get up again,no doubt.anyway i gtg nw.Cheerio!!!

lost?

last week has been quite a week for me,getting lost in a big mall n having an emotional coaster ride.On e WOW front,last wk my human mage got e netherwind set,which is a really gd set.Nw tat's e gd news.But e bad news is tat i can't use my mage anymore.nw tat's e bad news.Real sayang man!!!weiyang also told me tat a few ppl in my server thought am frm holland when am nt.i tink it's becoz of e dutch-looking word(guud) tat i type to weiyang.But weiyang n abid are in a worse sistuation coz they r hounded by russians who think abid n weiyang r russian,tis is really LOL man!!!i guess tat's wat happen when they type part of e soviet national anthem in server,so am nt goin to type in e dutch national anthem man!!!nw tat's bout it on e WOW front.

As my FYP,it's e usual story:discontinuous monolith fromation AGAIN!!!..tat's a real sianzation but i ain't givin up yet,i want to finish it well with a nice continuous monolith.Looking on e bright side of things,tis FYP truly expanded my mind n perseverence.It showed a glimpse of life being a researcher or graduate student.Even though am nt an NTU student or stayed there a long time,i feel like a graduate student,spending time on R&D.i realised tat it can b very tedious,time-consuming n discouraging to do R&D.But when things worked out successfully,u feel like u've won a european cup.And no matter how insignificant in value the project can be right nw,it could affect many fields of discipline significantly or insignificantly,directly or indirectly.All these could affect our quality of life in e future as more equipments,medicine could be made to our human life easier.Honestly,i dun noe exactly wat career am goin to hav in e future,but i hope i can b a researcher by God's purpose for me.it fulfil my childhood n current dream of being a scientist n chemist.tat'll b beautiful!!!!! :-)

For e whole of last week n tis week,the LORD wanted me to learn to depend on God,obey his voice.last wk thursday is a real testing for me.i got lost while trying to find jorris,elisha,yi heng, gar meng(yummy bear) for care group in millenia walk.i walked around nearly everywhere to find them,then i prayed tat i'll b able to find them myself.but i still cannot find them.i was very surprised by tis n was wondering y until i was prompted to depend on God.wat happened frm here was miraculous.i stopped walking for awhile n let e holy spirit do e job.i saw n noe tat am walking coz am willing myself to walk, but am nt telling my feet where to walk.rather it's e spirit telling my feet where to walk.So i walked n walked until i reached e destination.It's absolutely wonderful.A similar thing happened today afternoon when i was at jurong point to buy syringes for FYP at Guardian.At first i was taking escalator upwards to next level when e holy spirit tell me to go to basement.Initially am nt keen to got to basement,but decided to go basement.Lo n behold,tat Guardian phamacy is at left of e basement escalator.Power man!!!

mmm...i tink tat's all for nw...ADIOS!!!!

day of contrast

OLE!finally today is a free day..a day where i do nt hav to go back to NTU.But today's uber suay!On the WOW,i  erased my talent point unintentionally while curiously checkin out the talent master. If it's losing 5-10 talent points,it's nt so bad, but i've lost 60 talent points!!..WAH!my heart really aches at tat.I tink e moral of the story is that curiosity kills the cat and it certainly "killed" me. But still,i've been really blessed today.Just yesterday after the core team meet teaching about y pray in tongues(holy spirit language),i've realised tat i've nt been letting the Holy Spirit intercede n tat i've been using my own strength to pray to him.No wonder,i can't pray for 20 mins n tat i always feel very spent.Tis afternoon i've let the holy spirit pray n it's such an experience!the LORD told me bout many things about my life,e ppl am taking care of and fulfilment of his promises in e future as well as my ambition n dreams.And honestly,i didn't keep track of time while praying.i feel tat time has somehow stopped or slowed down while praying in holy spirit.all in all,it's a surreal experience,which i've nt had for a long time.i realised tat it is nt just how long u pray but e main poiny is letting e holy spirit come into u n pray wif u.these few wk's am quite worried bout e semestral results coz i've done very badly for one of the module.i've failed 2 tests for tat module.So am quite worried tat i'll b forwarding tat one module.i've always wanted 2 go to local U,tat's y i dun wan 2 take a forward module.but during tat prayer,the LORD assured me tat my future is always bright,always secured,regardless if i forward tat module and tat my dream will still b fulfiled :-)praise God!!!!..mmm,i dun tink i'll play on tat private WOW server.If am goin to play WOW,i'll play on an official server!!..nw it's time for me to sleep nw..ADIOS!!!!