Tuesday, September 5, 2006

day of contrast

OLE!finally today is a free day..a day where i do nt hav to go back to NTU.But today's uber suay!On the WOW,i  erased my talent point unintentionally while curiously checkin out the talent master. If it's losing 5-10 talent points,it's nt so bad, but i've lost 60 talent points!!..WAH!my heart really aches at tat.I tink e moral of the story is that curiosity kills the cat and it certainly "killed" me. But still,i've been really blessed today.Just yesterday after the core team meet teaching about y pray in tongues(holy spirit language),i've realised tat i've nt been letting the Holy Spirit intercede n tat i've been using my own strength to pray to him.No wonder,i can't pray for 20 mins n tat i always feel very spent.Tis afternoon i've let the holy spirit pray n it's such an experience!the LORD told me bout many things about my life,e ppl am taking care of and fulfilment of his promises in e future as well as my ambition n dreams.And honestly,i didn't keep track of time while praying.i feel tat time has somehow stopped or slowed down while praying in holy spirit.all in all,it's a surreal experience,which i've nt had for a long time.i realised tat it is nt just how long u pray but e main poiny is letting e holy spirit come into u n pray wif u.these few wk's am quite worried bout e semestral results coz i've done very badly for one of the module.i've failed 2 tests for tat module.So am quite worried tat i'll b forwarding tat one module.i've always wanted 2 go to local U,tat's y i dun wan 2 take a forward module.but during tat prayer,the LORD assured me tat my future is always bright,always secured,regardless if i forward tat module and tat my dream will still b fulfiled :-)praise God!!!!..mmm,i dun tink i'll play on tat private WOW server.If am goin to play WOW,i'll play on an official server!!..nw it's time for me to sleep nw..ADIOS!!!!


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