Smile at The Storm :-)

Tis has got to b a helluva wk.mmm...well it's nt exactly helluva wk but i've accidently deleted my FYP logbook.when i realised tat,i tot it's going to b a very tough situation coz orginally am supposed to submit e report n e logbook tis friday.But thank God e submission date was extended to 27 nov n tat's nxt mon..close shave :-)But despite of tat,i didn't sleep last nite coz i nd e time to do e logbook.maybe,i won't b sleeping 2nite also.On top of FYP n stuffs,i've got a bioprocess lab report n Environmental part of plant design to do also.so rite nw,i can only do it slowly.

well tat's bout sch stuff n all.but there's something tat's in my heart n mind recently.i've recently realised tat love is unconditional n it's pretty hard to do it.actually,it's nt a new discovery or wat but e fact somehow sinks into my heart n mind.Esp with jesus showing his grace,strength,providence n love to me during e last 7 wks.because of tat am starting to feel tat i can't keep quiet bout it.well,am someone who finds it very hard to express thoughts n feelings.but i tink tat's goin to change soon coz i want to tell ppl bout it even though it's a topic tat ppl wants to avoid.it might b a little awdward but it is something true n real tat i would like to share bout to everyone coz i've experienced it myself.christ is NEVER NEVER a religion but it's a RELATIONSHIP wif God.if it's a religion in e first place,i rather place my time,energy,heart on other things.tis is jus one thing tat's on my heart n mind.

Another thing tat's one my mind is my future spouse.well tis is a small dream of mine but whoever e person is,i hope tat i can love fully wif my all no matter how different she is from me.After all does compatibility means true love?I wan to....Care for her,be there for her,play wif each other,laugh with each other,cry with each other,share each others feeling at every chance,b my real self in front of my love..etc :-).i guess all these thoughts n feelings comes after experiencing agape(God's love).rite nw i've got someone who's in my heart n mind n is making me confused.tat's y am goin wait 3 yrs for her.during e 3 yrs,i'll see if e feelings tat i hav is true.If my feelings still stand strong after 3 yrs,i'll tell her bout it when she's prepared even if it is possible that i'll get rejected.If my feeling does not stand strong,den i'll stop.

AH!!nw i feel better :-)